…And I guess my writing this in the first place solidifies that we’ll probably not going to be anything. Before though, I feel like letting people into my head. I mean, really into my head, not the surface that still laughs and loves like a “normal” person, means that I’m accepting this alone. Who would want to deal with all of this? The easy answer is, “Oh the person who can is the one for you.” or whatever cliche. I don’t believe that. I don’t believe it for myself, rather. I believe it for you. I believe that that person is there and he or she will love every jagged and barbed wire and cotton and molasses part of you. I just don’t believe it for me. And this article is essentially my white flag. I give up. I’m not going to pretend to be the kind of girl that has a future and plans for it. or the kind of girl that your mother is going to be thrilled to bring home. She won’t. She’ll try to talk you out of me. Hell, MY mother will try to talk you out of me. And who needs that?
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Random Thoughts By Bassey…: Ramble: On broken hearts, broken unicorns and boys that won’t ever know
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I hope that this will make you feel a little less alone: I’ve also been told That Guy is out there, who can handle my PTSD, depression. No. He’s not. I know he’s not. Shouldn’t write this at work; crying. Bassey, maybe if we don’t hope, it’ll happen?
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I still think about my him too. And I’m about 99.98% sure that I’m not “that girl” either.
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