A piece of the letter I’ll never write to him
I miss the way you held my hand. As if every moment in your life had prepared you for holding it. You held my hand as if it were important. As if I were important. The world could have come down around us, but the force of your palm against mine would have made things alright.
DVD Scene Selections
You know how when you are watching your favorite movies on dvd and you can go to the main menu and select scene selections and you get to pick exactly your favorite parts. You can replay these parts and infinite amount of times over and over at your heart’s desire. You can skip the not so good parts, the confusing parts that cause you to think too much, too hard, the sad parts, the heartwrenching parts. It’s as if those don’t even exist.
I have learned I tend to do the same thing with my life, past experiences, relationships. I go back and watch my favorite parts over and over until my mind gets hot from all the thinking and reminiscing. I replay the romantic parts, stop, freeze frame, slow motion through the sleepy mornings in my bed, cuddling legs and arms intertwined. The kisses outside my front door and replayed again in super slow motion so I can remember how every detail felt. The warm summer air, hands gliding on my back and holding onto waist never wanting to let go. The time he introduced me as his girlfriend, and the time he kissed me in the bar in front of all our friends. I stop at the parts where we would lay on my couch for hours just enjoying being together so comfortable with each other. These are my favorite scenes that have been played out in my life.
The parts I skip over are probably more important but it’s so easy to just skip over those and hold on to the better ones, the happy feelings. I skip the confusion that he caused in my mind the never truly knowing how he felt, the lack of consistency, mixed signals, not knowing if he was going to wake up tomorrow and feel differently or not.
Regardless of the feelings mentioned about the feelings felt real and they were good, so good! I fell for the first time hard, head over heels. I was in it. For some reason I never managed to get these feelings out there, until the very end. It was too late. I ended up broken hearted, alone, lost and devasted. Now all I have left are my favorite scenes.
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CANADA IS PASSING A SOPA COPY IN 14 DAYS. EVEN IF YOU'RE NOT CANADIAN, REBLOG THIS SO OTHERS CAN SEE IT. BECAUSE WE HAVE A MAJORITY GOVERNMENT HERE, THIS MEANS THAT ANYTHING HARPER AND THE CONSERVATIVES DECIDE THEY WANT TO PASS, CAN BE PASSED. →
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the letter is already written, so all you have to do is click send.
Reblogging for all you Canadians out there.
HARPER GODDAMN IT
OMG, NO FUCK NO I HATE YOU ALL, I HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD!!!
Harper has a majority. We need people to try and pass this.
PLEASE SIGN THIS
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Sometimes, when you don’t ask questions, it’s not because you are afraid that someone will lie to your face. It’s because you’re afraid they’ll tell you the truth.
— Jodi Picoult (via shetakesflight)
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You know that friend you have that you flirt with but you never actually hook up?
Well, tonight I saw him and I almost had to stop myself from saying,
“So, do you fancy yourself a good sex person? Do you know how to do it all of the ways?”
It’s a long story.
Been single for the entirety of my existence; 18 years. Not a single member of the opposite sex has ever showed interest. I really am baffled by this because there are so many girls that I witness having boyfriends and they are very much cruel to them. Personally, I feel that I would make any man happy and I am never given the opportunity. I do not wish to be single for the rest of my life and I would only hope that a man would show the least bit of interest in me and what I am all about. If given the chance, I would be the happiest girl in the world. If only.
Submission from urbancity-dweller
…And I guess my writing this in the first place solidifies that we’ll probably not going to be anything. Before though, I feel like letting people into my head. I mean, really into my head, not the surface that still laughs and loves like a “normal” person, means that I’m accepting this alone. Who would want to deal with all of this? The easy answer is, “Oh the person who can is the one for you.” or whatever cliche. I don’t believe that. I don’t believe it for myself, rather. I believe it for you. I believe that that person is there and he or she will love every jagged and barbed wire and cotton and molasses part of you. I just don’t believe it for me. And this article is essentially my white flag. I give up. I’m not going to pretend to be the kind of girl that has a future and plans for it. or the kind of girl that your mother is going to be thrilled to bring home. She won’t. She’ll try to talk you out of me. Hell, MY mother will try to talk you out of me. And who needs that?
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Random Thoughts By Bassey…: Ramble: On broken hearts, broken unicorns and boys that won’t ever know
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I went on a couple of fairly normal dates with this guy. He was obsessed with how nice my hair looked. I didn’t mind, I was a bit flattered. When we got back to his place, on our seventh date, things started to get steamy, and I could see we were going to go all the way. But what I didn’t expect was him to yank me towards his butthole, instructing me to roll my hair around two fingers and finger his ass, because he wanted my hair inside of him.
Did you meet him on Tumblr?
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PLEASE REBLOG THIS LIKE THE PLAGUE →
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This is a petition on the Directgov website - this goes straight through to parliment and at the current time of posting it only has 21 signatures
I know a lot of people are reblogging the one sponsored by anonymous which is great but if you live in the UK, this is going to be your best best at getting yourself heard about ACTA - even if you don’t live in the UK or even the EU, PLEASE REBLOG THIS, as ACTA is something that not only affects Europe but the rest of the world as well and this could be one of the only opportunities for it to be downturned
America isn’t the only ones having problems, guys. The same way SOPA and PIPA threatened the future of all countries through example, ACTA is working on settling in as one of the many bricks in the wall.
Reblog, sign, do what you can.
We’re at 711 signatures. Go go go.
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I think if these two can make a relationship work, then everyone has a chance.
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